This pain I feel is indescriable
ripping, tearing at my soul
While everything around me spins
I feel that I shall ne'er be whole
All things inside have left me here
and now i feel so very cold
With no one here to help or guide me
I scream to God to save my soul
I'm empty, screaming, writhing
with such a hopelessness inside
With numbness threat'ning my every move
I've nowhere now to hide
I feel I'm being torn apart
It's ripping at my very heart
This emptiness that's way deep down
I feel as if I were to drown
And now I know I can't be saved
Feeling emptier every day
I'm screaming out, but none can hear
my lonely, cold, irrat
As the Angels Sing by winryxedwardforever, literature
Literature
As the Angels Sing
As the angels sing
I feel my soul be lifted high
All the peace they bring
Taking me from day to night
Bringing me to peace
Their voices melt my heart of ice
And with swords of light
Through my hatefullness they slice
With all my hope inside
I lift my face up to the sky
Looking far up high
I pray that I'll be filled with light
And as the angels sing
I know that God is watching over me
As their voices ring
I close my eyes and dream so happily.
All of my sins are pooling together
Weighing me down inside
Ev'rything's turning so very dark
Beggining to match my black heart
How can ev'rything feel so cold?
Inside it's starting to take hold.
All my darkness collecting inside
Allowing you to see my dark side
If I can feel this inside me
Can you tell on the outside?
Does it show that I'm not free?
Can you not see what's hap'ning?
I don't know what's hap'ning to me
But please God just set me free
I'm trying to pull out of darkness
Depression has taken hold of me
God please help me let this go
I simply need to know
Why did this happen to me?
And why can't I just be set fre
You could not see it in my eyes
The pain I feel inside
But I have you mystified
You're standing by my side
This pain's been locked up far too long
It's tearing at my mind
My heart is closed and hard as stone
Though you have been so kind
My feelings for you cannot show
For I think I have none
There's nothing for me here you know
For you are not the one
I've never loved and never felt
Remorse for any man
And I feel I have no tenderness
My feelings have been banned
I can't express just how I feel
For that I do not know
I've thought so much my mind just reels
For feelings I can't show
Ev'rything is locked inside
And bundled u
You could not see it in my eyes
The pain I feel inside
But I have you mystified
You're standing by my side
This pain's been locked up far too long
It's tearing at my mind
My heart is closed and hard as stone
Though you have been so kind
My feelings for you cannot show
For I think I have none
There's nothing for me here you know
For you are not the one
I've never loved and never felt
Remorse for any man
And I feel I have no tenderness
My feelings have been banned
I can't express just how I feel
For that I do not know
I've thought so much my mind just reels
For feelings I can't show
Ev'rything is locked inside
And bundled u
All of my sins are pooling together
Weighing me down inside
Ev'rything's turning so very dark
Beggining to match my black heart
How can ev'rything feel so cold?
Inside it's starting to take hold.
All my darkness collecting inside
Allowing you to see my dark side
If I can feel this inside me
Can you tell on the outside?
Does it show that I'm not free?
Can you not see what's hap'ning?
I don't know what's hap'ning to me
But please God just set me free
I'm trying to pull out of darkness
Depression has taken hold of me
God please help me let this go
I simply need to know
Why did this happen to me?
And why can't I just be set fre
As the Angels Sing by winryxedwardforever, literature
Literature
As the Angels Sing
As the angels sing
I feel my soul be lifted high
All the peace they bring
Taking me from day to night
Bringing me to peace
Their voices melt my heart of ice
And with swords of light
Through my hatefullness they slice
With all my hope inside
I lift my face up to the sky
Looking far up high
I pray that I'll be filled with light
And as the angels sing
I know that God is watching over me
As their voices ring
I close my eyes and dream so happily.
This pain I feel is indescriable
ripping, tearing at my soul
While everything around me spins
I feel that I shall ne'er be whole
All things inside have left me here
and now i feel so very cold
With no one here to help or guide me
I scream to God to save my soul
I'm empty, screaming, writhing
with such a hopelessness inside
With numbness threat'ning my every move
I've nowhere now to hide
I feel I'm being torn apart
It's ripping at my very heart
This emptiness that's way deep down
I feel as if I were to drown
And now I know I can't be saved
Feeling emptier every day
I'm screaming out, but none can hear
my lonely, cold, irrat
Current Residence: Tennessee Favourite genre of music: Metal Favourite style of art: depends on my mood MP3 player of choice: iPod Favourite cartoon character: Jack the Pumpkin King Personal Quote: I like this game <3
Favourite Visual Artist
Otep Shamya
Favourite Movies
Moulin Rouge
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Otep
Favourite Writers
Edgar Allen Poe
Other Interests
Culinary Arts, Anime and manga, photography, psychiatry, interior design, fashion, art in general
Holy CRAP it's been ages. I actually forgot about Deviantart. haha. I'm in the US Navy now, for anyone who's wondering. I still do some photography and I will definitely put up photos of my cakes. :) I'm a Culinary Specialist, aspiring to be a chef. <3 I'll update more when I think of it.
It has been an eternity since i've been on here. Good Lord. well, hello to all my lovely friends to whom i have not spoken in forever. and i apologize for myspace eating my soul yet again... i shall make an effort to get on here more often. heh...
yeah, so i've not journaled or anything in quite a while. lol! it's good to hear from you all again. myspace ate my soul, so i've not been here in quite a while. but, i'm all excited. you know why?? MY BIRTHDAY IS ON MONDAY!!! Yay for December 3rd!! for it is the day that i was born! and without December 3rd you would all be devoid of my special brand of idiocy!!!!!!! so yeah... I'll be 16!! SWEETNESS!! XD okay, well i am done rambling now so... leave me comments if you wish! i love you all!!! :love: :glomp: :hug: :heart: